Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Torn Apart.

I'm a bit confused right now... :(

Bila nekad and semangat nak belah from here baru big boss nak hantar pergi sini sana. Wtf.

Pagi ni I landed 2 final interviews untuk dua position yang best. I really, really want it sebab obviously gaji yang lagi best but somehow I'm comfortable with what I have right now. A good pay, fixed working hours, 5 days kerja only, cyclic busy period, workload yang bearable plus dress code pun casual je nak pergi kerja. I truly rasa blessed gila compared to my friends yang kerja sampai nyawa-nyawa ikan siap berkampung dekat office due to super heavy workload and yet the pay is not that well. So yeah, I'm good with what I have right now.

But on the other hand, I have a family now. I know it's just the two of us for now but what if la ter-ada rezeki or whatsoever, it would be nice to have that extra cash and other good benefits untuk build our own family and all.

Sigh...
Sigh...
Sigh...

If I nak cancel, baik cancel now and if I wanna accept it, better I study from now.

2 comments:

.mem besor. said...

well, been there done that. the thing was i went for a bigger salary job and it turned out to be hell. i was not happy, and stressed out so much that made me think - duit banyak tapi kalau nak pergi kerja pun kena drag myself bangun, what's the point? so i resigned and cari je apa saja kerja. turned out Allah maha kaya, dia bagi kerja yang i suka dan gaji pun best yuuuhuu. :p

puan rocker said...

cool! thanks for the advice. :)

i too fikir benda yg sama bila really² put a thought into this matter. and apparently i rejected the offer just to have maximum quality time with me husband. :)